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Hi to all who still read this blog
school life has been ok so far
since I didn't really expect much
but at least I'm able to survive the first week of lessons=)
yeah just an update: I got into floorball but i'm not sure whether I want to join it
cause everyone there is like quite sporty and I dunno whether I can take the trainings
and I don't really know anyone there but they seem rather friendly
but anyway I'll be going for air rifle trials this week so we'll see
schoolwork has been ok so far, got a few projects already
thank God that my project groups are pretty decent..
oh well I should stay positive to motivate the people around me
=)
anw it's CNY and valentine's day today
happy cny and valentine's to all!
hope this year would be a smooth and happy year for all
even though the hw and projs are piling up but lets maintain a positive attitude!
just take it in our stride and we'll survive=)

btw to suqin enjoy ur cny in malaysia! i didnt manage to see you this friendship day so i just tell you what i wanna say here hope its ok with you
thanks for being such a great friend this 4 years
I think you were the one who stood by me even when I was faced with the most trying times
and when I started to act weird and moody
and that really made me feel much better, that at least I was accepted by someone
and made me feel less discouraged
so dont say sorry or blame yourself for anything ok
my unhappiness wasn't caused by you. but I think I should say sorry for being such a difficult and negative/frequently depressed friend
I sincerely thank you for being there to accompany me through my years in dhs
anyway I hope our friendship will continue to last long and we can still meet up some day when we're free
when you want someone to talk to/rant/vent your frustrations
can sms me haha
but maybe i cant reply instantly but i'll try ok
anyway what i want to say cannot be expressed completely in words
but hope u can get the message=) lol
happy cny and friendship day!=)

posted by gone @ 8:42 PM 0 Comments

hi there.
tomorrow's the last day of orientation. and next monday will be the start of lessons
frankly speaking, i'm relieved lessons can finally start
and hopefully as school gets back to normal, i'll be too busy to think about this and that, and won't feel so confused and unhappy anymore.
i really hope that i can make a new start and friends
but it's not easy, i admit
after what i've been through, to see the world in the normal teen's perspective is no longer possible
it's so hard to act like a normal teen and make friends when i'm viewing this world through tinted glasses
i don't know how to go back to the good old days where everyone was innocent and everything was fine and happy
and when i i didn't think about so many things
oh well, i shall just try my best to continue my efforts at making friends
so far, it's been okay. just contented that at least i have people to walk and talk with
i hope i can get into a nice cca which i like and the people are nice too
till then, signing off.

i'm apprehensive about adjusting to this new life
but i have to. no matter what.



oh yes, on another note:
Suqin, i miss you very much. Sigh i guess it's true that absence makes the heart grow fonder. :(

posted by gone @ 6:40 AM 0 Comments