Friday, January 29, 2010

The ordeal's over.
But now that it's finally over, the sense of relief and joy that I expected didn't really come.
Sometimes I wonder whether it was the right choice.
But it's too late, I know.
So many things have been done, that cannot be undone.
And I'll have to walk down this path that I chose.
Be responsible.

I have to soldier on.
And I'm trying my best to be optimistic.
I hope I can pull through.
And you too.
It's gonna be a hectic 2 years but I believe both of us can survive this
Just focus our eyes to the ultimate goal
It's scary that we don't have anything to fall back on
And we're banking everything on this cert.
But it's too late for regrets

Friday, January 8, 2010

how do you pick yourself up when your world comes crashing down again?
the hope I held for the last 2 years, crushed.
and now to face another 2 years,
how do I go on?

Saturday, January 2, 2010

and the new year's here once again
2009 flew past real fast...
it was eventful and a really life-changing year for me
I realised the meaning of time and tide waits for no man
indeed, the world still moves at the same pace
even when your life comes crashing down
I guess that's reality and I've learnt how to accept it the past year
although there were many setbacks and I have been quite depressed
but life still has to move on