tomorrow's the last day of orientation. and next monday will be the start of lessons
frankly speaking, i'm relieved lessons can finally start
and hopefully as school gets back to normal, i'll be too busy to think about this and that, and won't feel so confused and unhappy anymore.
i really hope that i can make a new start and friends
but it's not easy, i admit
after what i've been through, to see the world in the normal teen's perspective is no longer possible
it's so hard to act like a normal teen and make friends when i'm viewing this world through tinted glasses
i don't know how to go back to the good old days where everyone was innocent and everything was fine and happy
and when i i didn't think about so many things
oh well, i shall just try my best to continue my efforts at making friends
so far, it's been okay. just contented that at least i have people to walk and talk with
i hope i can get into a nice cca which i like and the people are nice too
till then, signing off.
i'm apprehensive about adjusting to this new life
but i have to. no matter what.
oh yes, on another note:
Suqin, i miss you very much. Sigh i guess it's true that absence makes the heart grow fonder. :(
posted by gone @ 6:40 AM
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