Perhaps I shall
sweep the fragments
of my reveries that
once inscribed a
bogus smile between
my childlike cheeks,
for I can no longer bear
reposing over heaps
of ephemeral hope,
nor sinking within
the hopelessness
of my prayers,
since you shoved despair
within my bleak thoughts
where Springtime longings
used to rove free,
-waves goodbye
to my old dreams...
By : Noura Hatem.
Being a MisfitBang your head to the hard beat,
Blast it until you hear only music,
Scream out a lyric,
Just keep singing offbeat.
This is my escape,
Hiding away from this world,
Wishing to live in my own dream-world,
Hating this hideous landscape.
Help me you may try,
But the only help you can give,
Is letting me out of this captive,
Or just letting me die.
My music is my life,
My only friend,
Only thing that doesn't pretend,
Atleast it doesn't consider me a lowlife.
So I'll go back to it,
The hard bang of the rock-n-roll,
Go back into my hole,
The only place where I'll ever fit.
by Devintwinkletoesfrom http://www.poems-and-quotes.com/sad/poems.php?id=727039
sometimes i really hate you when i remember what you've done to me. don't make anymore decisions that will make me resent you even more.
the question is: can i still salvage it?
so many times, i look back and wonder: if you didn't make that decision 6 years ago,
would my life be like a normal teen's? filled with the occasional angst, but overall happy?
maybe it would. with the o level cert, with the chance of going to poly and pursuing my interest, with a bunch of friends who would not backstab me and make me lose my trust in others forever since then on.
who knows?
but we can't turn back time.
and i'll live this life of everlasting regret
You're just a cannibal
And I'm afraid I wont get out alive
They say that time
Heals everything
But they don't know you
And the scars you bring
'Cos you left a jagged hole
And I can't stand it anymore
If heartache was a physical pain
I could face it I could face it
But you're hurting me
From inside of my head
I can't take it I can't take it
I'm gonna lose my mind
I'm gonna lose my mind
I'd erase my thoughts
If only I knew how
Fill my head with white noise
If it would drown you out
Kill the sound
