school has been busy,
the past few months haven't been easy too...
i dunno why i'm suffering like this when others seem to be adapting fine and enjoying their new found friends
i can't say that i don't have friends, but most of them are just mere acquaintances.. like
it's very hard to find someone that you can really share with...
and i know i haven't been the easiest person to get along with as well
ah. i just hope that i'll be able to find someone who can tolerate my weird behaviour.
talking about this, i must really thank my family who bear with my behaviour for so long
i know i infuriate and frustrate you all always and bring a lot of unhappiness but you all still never make me feel like i dont belong and i always feel very comfortable sharing my sorrows at home..
well, im tired of living this double life outside and at home. but i guess it will carry on at least 1.5 more years. sigh. cant wait for this hell to be over.
and I really wanna thank God for seeing me through the MYE. It's really through His grace that I'm still here today.
hopefully I'll get better over time..
posted by gone @ 1:31 AM
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